Still haven't updated the overall look of the journal. Woops. There will be time at some point to do that. Because of that I don't feel like writing here to be honest, but I thought it would be good to give life update here. I got sick yesterday and had hard time sleeping because of fever today. So I woke up before 7am and after an hour got back to sleep. I've sleept till 3pm. Isn't it great. So yeah I'm dying here a little bit but I hope I will get better tommorow. I want to write a maths test on Thursday. Also I don't want to be sick because I want to go to my friend Pliszka in 2 weeks. I need to be cold free for that!! Speaking of my friend Pliszka. We meet for New Year's Eve! It was so much fun! We were just hanging out at my house for a few days and it was so so nice. I love them so much. Having friends sure is amaizing. I'm glad we live only few hours in a train away from eachother. We were doing a deep dive into hetalia on youtube. Watching some of these videos after so many years... for sure were something. We modded their 3ds! They got one for Christmas, it's metalic pink, just like mine! They played Hatsune Miku Project Mirai on it a lot through the New Year's. We also played some games on n64, Genshin Impact, read articules on wikipedia and watched 4 episodes of the og Fullmetal Alchemist. It sure is different from FMAB right from the begining. Sadly ep4 killed us, it was a filler ep. Very bad at that. But I think I will continue watching it. I wonder what the rest of story will be like in this version. When they were going back home, we hangout in the city and bought switch games. I got Zelda Breath of the Wild. God is this game expensive after so many years since the release... Since December to like, a few days ago, I got hit with Owari no Seraph hypefixation. I read 33 volumes of this crazy, mid, bad even, manga in the span of less than a month. It was a wild ride. This manga has every plot twist possible in it, stupid characters and awful pacing. Yeah I love it. I love Mika. Mika my kitten. My meow meow. I'm glad I've finished reading it tho. It was horrible.

I wanted to remake my journal page for over a month now but I didn't had time and I need to write here so we need to work with what we have! Before I will get to my yapping, I just want to notice that my thumbnails on the art page aren't working so woops, I have to fix that tommorow. I don't know why they aren't working but eh, not like it matters right now.
This weekend I attended the biggest convention in Poland - Pyrkon! I participated in Pyrkon last year, but only for one day. This year I spent full 3 days on the convention! I had a lot of fun with the company of my pookie Magda, her friend Oliwka, my dad, couple of my internet buddies and most importantly my best friend Pliszka, that I haven't seen for a full year! It was wonderfull to spend 3 days in Poznań with my loved ones on fun activities. Karaoke was the best as always, I even scored as the best singer on a cruel angel's thesis once! I had a Rui Kamishiro cosplay in a silly shirt with a ginger cat and burgers. Two people wanted to take a picture with me and I befriended one of them and exchanged instagrams. Oh and I got caled a sigma for having this very sigma shirt I bought in Zakopane when I was 10. I also cosplayed as Rui the next day but I wore a skirt and Evanesence shirt. I wasn't planning to cosplay for 2 days but pliszka cosplayed Mizuki that day so I wanted to match! We spent almost whole sunday on karaoke lmao it was a lot of fun and we had a little corner with our bags where our buddies Alois and Loki sit with us and drew in sketchbooks. Speaking of sketchbooks! I got A LOT of beautiful sketches from almost everyone I met, I will add picture of it when I will fix this journal site. I also bought a lot of stuff of course. Other than Houseki no Kuni vol 1 and Chi's Sweet Home vol 1 I also bought two plushies (otter and stingray!!!!!!!!), chinese bell that resembles the one of lwj, and a lot of art! There was a lot of amaizing artists! I will put pictures of the things I bought in this blog too. Maybe I will also put some pictures of me with others but I'm not sure yet!
It wasa wonderful expirience and I will miss my friends dearly. Can't wait for next year's Pyrkon but also maybe other ocassion to meet with friends and have fun because I will die of longing. I love my friends, they are my everything.
Oh and uh on the way home I was sketchning for like 3 hours IN A CAR THAT WAS MOVING. And um aparently today I was drawing for 15 hours straight with only breaks for toilet so yeah. That is SOMETHING. I am losing my mind here, unwashed hair, tired, could go to sleep now but my mind is brainroting so fucking hard.

Um hai, it's my first journal entry and I have no idea how to journal online but I will get there!! It seems a little bit different than having a real journal all to myself but it's okay I just need to get used to it.
So today was a very bizzare day. I had a bad time in the morning because my anxiety took over. Thought of a posible war in my country one day made me feel very bad. I try not to think about topics like that because I'm scared enough 24/7 and don't need to feel even more in danger but there are days like that. Everyone talks about posibility of war all the time so it's hard for my brain to ignore sometimes hah.
I was at school as usual and than I was supposed to go back home by a bus. The thing is - I got into a car accident when I was taking the bus. A woman drove her car just in front of the bus so we had a little crash. Also a secound bus drove into our bus. Noone was hurt but the woman run away in her broken car and the guy that drove our bus had to look out for her and call the police. I had to wait for another bus that was an hour later. Luckly enough two girls from my middle schools class were in the bus too so we spend some time together. We got some food and talked about school. This whole accident was more funny than scary. I got home pretty late because of that but it wasn't as bad as it could've been.
I felt really funny after that whole thing tho. Like if I was in an euphoric state. So I ended up watching a movie with my parents and going to sleep to just don't feel weird anymore. It was a very interesting day.